Its gonna be the end of this year & the start of next year soon.
In like 4 more days? That is if i count correctly.
And in summary of this year, it has been kinda unexpected for me.
Well, not like i expect how each year is going to be like 
but this year is a lil beyond of how i think it would be. 
Actually, i pictured myself to be really gloomy and pessimistic,
turn out that i'm more active compare to the last 4 years. 
Yet In the other hand, i've slacken in my studies for this year.
Which i hope i wouldn't bring it forward to next year.
A really bad thing to do for next year as i'm having the 2nd major exam in my life.
So i cant afford to screw it up.
Not anymore.

I seems to sounds real determine yea ?
But the actual fact is that i'm lazy to get my hands on the work.
Procrastination, once again!
And i hate to procrastinate cos that would means that i've alr lost my momentum.
Hate to restart the whole thing again when i'm alr half way thru.
GRRRRR!



Nowadays, i've been a big appetiser.
Screw it!
I cant stop thinking about food when i'm not supposed to.
Thanks to a tv programme.
Like ever since i watched that show , i've got this thingy thats going on in me.
But the problem is, I'VE ONLY WATCH THE SHOW ONCE!
and it's like locked in my head ever since.
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN ! 
Currently, i'm feeling hungry again -.-
gosh, i feel like the space in my stomach has just grew a few centimetres in days.
I think i got the eating habits from cruise .
Ya know there ?
Eating paradise, so most prolly i get this whole eating habit from there,
plus all the delicious food  thats tempting me during xmas eve & xmas x.X
Really need to have a lil change soon.
soon.. soon.. soon..

xoxo